Delicated to sis lynn
The Potter and the Clay
Dear sis, after reading ur blog den i realise that u r going through so much emotion struggle... however first of all still have to thank u for blogging my name in ur blog... hahaha... although i don't remember wat i have done to light up ur fire but since u say got den got lohz... hehe...
okie okie, must stop my crap le... really great to see that u have such a great passion when serving God... hope that this fire of urs will continue to burn and shine even brighter... hahaha...
When come to making decision, i believe that everyone will be in a dilema and not sure wat they should do... is this the right way or not... even pastor kong and pastor sun have to pray to God and ask Him whether is it the God's way or their our way... is this really the blessing that given to them or a way to seduce them away from God... Seriously i believe that when u pray, God will defintely answer u de...
however during our time waiting for God's answer, devil will come and sabotage us... leading us to a path of self-destruction or cripple us with fear thus takeing away our confidence and hope... give us the idea that we will not be able to do it and etc... however didn't we learn that faith is wat please God? Take a bold step of faith and believe u can do it and u will surely do it de... never have doubt or uncertainties in ur heart cosz that the first step to lead u to defeat... even if u really not sure bout it, believe in ur heart that God will lead u to a right path and keep on praying bout it...
Prov 3:6 => In all ur ways acknowledge him and He will make ur paths straight...
I can see that this period of transition in ur life must be one of the toughtest time of urs... u was totally at a lost cosz there was practically no one u can seek help from in ur school... however i see it as a test from God to mould u and make u grow stronger... when i first enter my poly, i didn't get along very well with my classmates either... so something i would go solo, although it was very lonely and unbearable, we must learn to endure it... Cosz in our walk with God, it was never an easy one but one with trials and tribulation to mould us and build up our characters... it was only after when i was able to overcome the loneliness den God began to give me friends to help and support me... i really thank God for letting me know aloysius cosz he has really help me alot in my school work... thank you...
Really hope that ur prayer will be answer and heard from God wat path u should take... In the mean while, let prepare our heart for the coming Pastor ULF Ekman conference, i believe his preaching will surely enligthen u... take care and rest well, next time don't ever eat cold and hot stuff in a single day lah... if not the doc is going to earn more & more money le... ahahah... ^0^
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Hahaha, today came abit earlier than usual to meet up with feli and lynn to discuss bout cg outing... upon arriving kfc, i found that lynn was already there, to my surprise is that felix is there too... so i joined them and we had a small fellowship... although all of us was busy with our cg stuff but the fellowship was really great... really miss the time that all of us was in W210...
After our small fellowship and meeting up with shannon, i quickly rush over to the attribute bookstore to get a bible for my dear little sis (Rachel)... Although it cost me a few day of my pocket money but if my sis can get to know more of God's word, every sacrifice is worth the price... it was really a great joy for me to see her growing to love God more and more... now i can truly understand wat it mean by when a soul is saved, the angel of the heaven will all rejoice... praise the Lord...
today we manage to get to sit the floor area, the presence was so great and awesome, my tears just keep flowing when i was worshipping God... At first, i was feeling so dry and unable to feel God's presence... i keep on speak in tongue and pray that the Holy spirit will once again dwell in me... indeed He came like a mighty force and enter straight into my heart... after den, my tears just keep flowing and i can feel that the Holy spirit is singing a love song to the Lord... the prsence was so so STRONG... Thank God... ^0^
Pastor Kong preach bout the potter and the clay... how God would cleanse us from a lump of dirty clay into a clean one den mould and transform us into History maker and world shaker... really learn alot and just like wat pastor kong say, i willing to give all of me to exchange for all of HIM... A day without God was just like my body without soul... i must learn to cruificy my flesh and no longer let it take control of me but by God's will... Dear heavenly papa, come and transform me into ur likeness...
ahahah... after fellowshipping with my cg members, feli, sebastian, justin and me went to JP library to read books while waiting for yvonne cosz we intend to go her hse to learn guuitar and play as well... however i promise that i will be back for soccer match so i cannot join them... sob sob... really had a great time cosz it has been a long time since i join them to play soccer le... although it was fun but during the game, i fell down and injure my left hand... now it is still in pain as i update my blog... should stop down here le cosz it very late le... ahahah... NiteZ!!!
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Ray
2@ years old (23th of May)
Singapore polytechnic
Child of God
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