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Saturday, May 21, 2005

Progressive Commitment II

Went to school in the afternoon to settle my cca stuff.. was late for 15 minutes, adrian so sorry to keep u waiting.. upon arrive, quickly go into the speech for we were suppose to be the emice for our next sat annual dinner and dance.. after settleing all the admin stuff, went to meet up with lynn b4 going to cg together..

i was realli blur lah, actually miss the mrt train tat she was on and she has to take the trouble to come out at the next stop to wait for mi.. den once again i run to the wrong door and finally meet up with her at queenstown.. where next stop is our alighting stop, redhill.. -__-""

upon arriving shannon hus, we had a short prayer meeting b4 the cg.. mani of us is not feeling well and sick especially shannnon, it has been close to a week le.. let all of us realli keep each other in prayer.. cg meeting was great although this is the second time i listening to it.. hehe.. praise the Lord tat shannon skip the part of wat precious to u cosz i realli don't wish to go through the second time.. it realli hurt mi alot.. sob sob ;_;

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Friday, May 20, 2005

Progressive Commitment

Woah.. accompany chow tee and de ze to w300 make up cg.. today michelle touch on the topic of progressive commitment.. our whole christian life is a walk with God.. without advancing and moving forward, it as good as we r backsliding and drifting further away from God.. therefore we should make the commitment to seek after Him..

Was realli bless by this week cg sermon.. 5 different level of commitment to God..

1. Letting go of OLD LIFE..
2. Letting go of COMFORT ZONE..
3. Letting go of UNGODLY RELATIONSHIP..
4. Letting go of PAST FAILURES AND MISTAKES..
5. Letting go of WAT MOST PRECIOUS TO U..

coming to the end of michelle's preaching, she give each of us a piece of paper and ask us to write down wat tat most precious to us.. tat simply came to my mind, it mean so much to mi.. den she say, r u willing to let go of ur precious things tat on that piece of paper.. i was like -__-""

It realli hurt mi so much when i decided to give it upon to the LOrd.. my heart was like shatter into pieces and hurt so much.. when michelle pray for mi, my tears just keep on flowing.. it realli hurt whenever i think of it, even till now i am still crying, for it realli mean so much to mi..

I having been praying to God for strength to last mi through this trails.. for i noe very well tat i could never overcome this unless through God's strength.. Lord, may the Holy Spirit continue to guide and lead mi.. if tat ur will den let it be unto mi..

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Thursday, May 19, 2005

B'day Celebration

Ahhaha.. today was suppose to be POS outing.. meet up and went for lunch at bugis seoul garden.. initial i was stil thinking tat is was just a normal lunch and gathering.. a time to build up bonds and noe each others fellow sp mates better.. however a big suprise was actual waiting for mi lah..

upon sitting down on the table, one of the staff came over and ask whose B'day is it.. Has the B'day boy arrive yet? den i realise tat they going to celebrate my B'day today.. hahaha, surprise no longer a surprise liao.. actually i was quite shock and didn't expect it cosz i though they would do so on monday or wat.. while eating, i was thinking wat prank r they going to do on mi.. is it this or tat. oh no, my life is in great danger sia..

Everything went well and smooth throughout the whole lunch and had great time fellowshipping with one another sia.. den suddenly everyone crowd over my table and a B'day cake was place infront of mi.. it was a very nice and beautiful strawberry cake with white chocolate chips on the centre of it.. i was dumbfounded when i saw tat cake.. tears was close to flowing out and felt very touch by wat they have done.. realli thank you u all so taking the trouble and effort to celebrate my B'day.. i wil never forget this day with u all de.. love u guys.. ^0^

As expected, i was asked to pull out the candle tat stick deep into the cake.. yi ping, realli thx for tat le.. after cutting a slice of cake for everyone, all of us become artist sia.. everyone was playing with the cream and drawing "Beautiful" picture on each others face, at the end of day, all our faces was full of cream.. thx God i didn't get much of it.. hehe..

after the waves of drawing, everyone was tired and victor suggest of playing number game.. the forfeit was very gross especially the one tat made by shermen.. it realli digusting.. i almost vomit out cosz the taste was simply horrible.. wonder how nichloas can ate tat without feeling anything??

next we move on today marine square to play bowling.. however not mani ppls is interested in bowling so in the end, we went playing pool.. i was not very good in pool so went to play arcade.. today had a great time with my Pos mates.. they r so sweet and nice.. however they say they had "somethings" even greater for mi on monday.. -__-"

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Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Parade of School

Yippe, i have never regrated joining POS.. it is so much fun.. realli enjoy myself in POS.. seeing all fellow sp mates coming together to glorify God.. everyone of us was realli making the commitment to do their best for SP.. since last week, we were having training from monday to friday and even sunday nite after service..

Despite of conference, we also train till 2pm plus b4 making our way home for a quick bath b4 going for the conference.. everyone was tired and exhausted but none of us is giving up for it all for God's glory.. Take today for example, we were training from 11am till 5pm.. we keep on prefecting on our stunts, dance and cheer.. everyone was weary but the joy was there.. everyone was laughting, fellowshiping and playing badminton as well.. OOPS.. after the practice, banner and media team stay back to do our stuff till 9 plus.. woah, today was so xiong sia.. no choice mehz, tmlo is the 2nd viewing le, so must practice harder.. hehe..

Ahhaha, it was so much fun and joy tat beyond words can describle.. can see tat great bonds was building up and taking this opportunity can get to noe more fellow sp chc members.. let all believe in GREAT REVIVAL IN SP.. Our hardwork will not come to drain for the Lord see it.. ^0^

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Monday, May 16, 2005

Rev Phil Pringle

Hey ppls.. not tat i don't wan to update, it becosz my keyboard is spoilt.. took mi 2 nite to fix it.. dunno when it will die on mi again.. faster come up and blog if not will be killed by my faithful audience, sorfian and chow tee and mani more.. hehe.. ;)

Praise the Lord.. for last week was a realli powerful and awesome week.. Attended 3 nite of Rev Phil Pringle conference.. it was indeed life changing and realli open ur my mind.. each nite, he goes DEEP into the word of God and taught mi mani new things.. In addition on wed nite, he even pray for all poly students.. every poly students was excitied and quickly rush down for the annointing..

i queue bout 10-15 minutes b4 it was my turn.. when he say is this the last row of poly students, i was so -_-""
oh no, am i going to miss this chance to be annointed by him.. Praise the Lord.. other pastor quickly say not yet and everyone was even pressing forward to get his annointing.. i can see tat all of us was hungry and thrist for the God's annointing..

For the past week, the presence of Holy Spirit was moving strongly in all conference and meeting.. for all the conference and services tat i attended, my tears will just flow out when i worship the Lord.. i just can't stop it.. felt tat the Holy Spirit is speaking something to mi.. Felt a burden inside my heart.. A heart tat seeking after God and willing to be His servant.. wat should i do? Guide mi pls, Holy Spirit.. i realli wan to do more for u..

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