Tiring But Meaning Day
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Mi B'day
Early in the morning, woke up around 7.30am and quickly rush down to school for POS traning.. was drilling on our steps, sequences and cordination.. around 11.45, quickly went for a short bath b4 making my way to cell group..
reach sis shannon's hus around 12.30 and had my lunch there.. Ahhaha, when i arrive shannon was giving BS to ken, sorfain and chow tee.. it was interesting to watch them having BS cosz i also can recap wat i have learnt mehz.. hehe..
today cg topic was COMMITMENT TO CHURCH VISION..
1. Membership Commitment
2. Friendship Commitment
3. Ministry Commitment
4. Mission Commitment
was realli excited bout the coming building fund and emerge.. able to see great revival in our cg soon.. the time has come, it our turn to experience the great revival once again.. let all of us move in one spirit and one mind..
After cg, i quickly rush off to Boon lay to meet up with my cca ppls.. today is our Chinese language society Annual Dinner & Dance.. we have chose to organise it in our NTU staff club function room.. that place was realli a nice and great, just tat it was all the way inside NTU..
Realli glad to heard tat all the seniors and graduated ppls enjoy tonite dinner & dance.. although i was shacked and weary but their joys realli give mi a sense of achievment.. our hard work 4 the pass few weeks had paid off.. thank God 4 it.. hehe..
Thursday, May 26, 2005
Finally.. after 3 days of missing in action in Pos, realli felt guilty bout it.. when i back 4 training, everyone was asking mi, "How r u le, Feeling much better?" realli thx lot 4 all of ur concerns, especially those who pray 4 mi.. hereby like to say a big THANK YOU to my tower group; JOEY, SHERMAN & JOHN who had brough mi a billabong shirt.. i like it alot..
i noe tat u guys miss the chance to sabo mi on my B'day.. planning to throw mi into water, paint my face, throw mi up to 3rd level and etc.. Ahhaha.. maybe next time ba but i didn't purposely force myself to fall sick hor.. hehe.. ;)
For the pass 3 days was realli a living torture to mi.. i could only stay at home to recrupate, while my POS mates were having their intense training.. felt so guilty bout it.. especially my tower, they couldn't train their stunt cosz i wasn't around.. :(
On tuesday, my fever still didn't subside and coughing non-stop.. so no choice was stop by mum.. restraining mi from going out to anywhere.. thus i miss the chance of particating in the word power again.. sob sob, ;_;
On wed morning when i woke up.. i felt tat my cough isn't tat bad as compare to monday and tuesday, my fever is gone too.. thinking tat finally can go 4 my training.. never did i expect tat after my bath, my whole body was feeling veri cold.. somemore my strength seem to be draining away and my head is spining.. so i quickly went to my bed to lie down..
the next thing tat i noe is my mum shouting at mi to wake up to take medicine.. it was close to 11am by den.. i was like oh no, late 4 training again but i even have problems getting out of my bed.. i couldn't summon any strength at all, feeling weak and weary.. i don't even noe wat was wrong with mi.. T_T
As a result, i couldn't attend my bible study.. feeling sad and down..
during 3days of resting at home.. i realli felt tat i miss out too much stuff.. especially on my POS training and bible study, which is veri important to mi.. realli hate myself 4 being so weak & incomptent.. always saying "SORRY", "I CAN'T MAKE IT".. if only i was much stronger or wat, i wouldn't be feeling so remorse rite now..
Monday, May 23, 2005
Yippe.. today is my b'day.. should be having a great time and enjoying myself but sadly whole day i was at home.. cosz i am sick again.. nowsaday, mani ppls fall sick, hope tat ppls out there do take extra care of urself..
Woke up 3am in the morning, my whole body was burning and feeling veri terrible inside.. so i quickly switch the fan to max but when it blow on mi, i was shivering and sneezeing.. either way was not an alternative for mi.. was feeling veri weak and whole body was aching in pain.. i couldn't get back to sleep so was "walking" around..
Maybe due to the walk, i was feeling hungry so quietly cook porridge for myself to eat.. however it been quiet sometime since i last step into the kitchen, the porridge wasn't very nice.. however, in my mind i could only think of food, FOOD..
Around 6 plus, my mum found out tat i am veri sick and force mi to take down the pendol and command mi to see a doc afterward.. the pendol did help mi subside the fever but cause my sneezeing to became worse.. -___-""
around 10 plus, went down to see the doc.. he ask mi wat was wrong with mi and basically i told him all the syptoms.. den he reply, "u r in serious trouble" i was like huh? i though all this was common flu, wat trouble did i get into this time?? Den he laugh and say "he was just joking with mi".. i was -_-"
i noe tat the doc was trying to cheer mi up but i was realli too sick to laugh..
bascially whole day was at home.. feeling veri tired and weary, should be due to the medicine.. whenever i fall asleep for less than 30 minutes, my mum would shout at mi and wake mi up from my sweet dream.. she say it not good to sleep too much.. i was like HUH?
i though rest is wat i need most mehz, today instead of resting, in the end was watching television..
Was quiet surprise tat my dad get mi a B'day cake.. cosz it has been years since i get a B'day from my family le.. the cake taste veri nice and look beautiful too.. for those who wish to see it can ask from mi.. i save it inside my phone le.. although i noe tat it not veri good for my health cosz it a chocolate fruit cake.. it veri heaty but i simply can't resist the temptation.. hehe.. ;)
although i may be at home the whole day but receive mani ppls sms.. some even call mi to ask how am i feeling.. thx thx.. initally, i though tat only a few remember my B'day but it turn out to be so mani more.. hehe.. thought didn't receive much presents but receive alot of Love and Concern from my friends.. especially from POS mates.. sorry tat couldn't join u all and give u all the chance to sabo mi.. ahhaha..
Ray
2@ years old (23th of May)
Singapore polytechnic
Child of God
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