Friday, June 03, 2005

PEI WEN Happi Birthday

today was pei wen B'day.. hope tat u will love the present tat we brough 4 u.. although i haven't even get the chance to c it.. Mi only chip in money nia, however i trust in thier taste lah.. ahhhaha.. hope tat today u will have a great time and have lot of fun.. hehe.. ^0^

today was feeling veri tired and having a bad headache when i woke up.. was in a bad mood lah.. simply just wish to cut myself from all my surrounding stuff, wanted to have a moments of peace.. when one of my cca members called mi, i didn't even bother to listen to his call.. for i noe very well tat, it nothing but troubles, don't wish to lose my temper over it..

for the past few days, was busy with my cca stuff.. helping out at the booth and also making committment to POS training.. As a result, i have miss out mani of my lessons le.. although this may just be the first week but tat doesn't give mi the excuses for not turning up 4 lessons.. was realli frustrated over it lah..


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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Priority

Woah.. these few days was quite tiring and Xiong for mi.. was busy handling my cca booth cosz it the cca week mehz.. Squeezeing time 4 lesson, Cca and Pos training.. was hoping tat there would be a few more MI.. everything need mi to c to and handle personally.. realli have a hard time choosing wat which needed my attention most.. it realli tough making decisions especially all seem so important to mi..

Today was our pos 2nd rehearsal viewing.. everyone was having intense training from 12 to 6pm.. however some of us was having lesson so could onli join in at 3pm.. everyone was giving their best but there were too mani changes and as a result today viewing wasn't realli a good one.. how i wish we would have more time to come together to practice on our new changes.. today viewing was too rush le..

Somehow i was feeling quite down bout wat lynn had said to mi.. today we were suppose to have our BS in church at 7.30.. however at tat time the POS rehearsal had not ended yet.. i was realli in a dilema of which should i go to..

???????????????????? POS OR BS ??????????????????????

after much struggling and unwillingness, i decided to stay after SP performance b4 making my way to BS.. although i noe tat this wasn't a veri good or apporiate decsion cosz somehow i have chosen to put POS above BS.. however i do have my reasons for doing so..

u may not understand why i did so cosz feli and u have left pos rehearsal for BS.. why can't i just did the same?? i believe tat is wat u realli wanted to noe.. just now, i didn't explain to u rite away cosz i fear tat we may end up in fierce arugment.. believe in mi, if i have a choice, i would have left with u all but seriously i can't..


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