God's strength
Ct & Net B'day celebration
Blessing
Greatly Blessed
when i wake up in the morning, i just felt so weak.. head was spinning and as if my whole room was spinning like tat.. i noe veri well tat i am going to fall sick soon.. as a result, i had to take leave from my minstry cosz i can't stay in air-condition place for long period of time.. miss my children church kids.. ;_;
Den i realise tat today i will be working as well le.. initally was realli unwilling to go down 4 my work cosz was feeling quite badly.. however, i was unable to find any replacement since it was a last minutes stuff.. in addition, it doesn't reflect veri well to ur employer tat u r not coming 4 work after working 4 a few weeks nia.. In the end, i cruicfy my flesh and pray to God 4 strength and healing b4 making my way to work..
Praise the Lord, i manage to last through my work in one piece.. thx God's for His strength & grace.. was feeling veri terrible when i got home.. most probably becosz i was exposed under the big hot sun.. quickly went 4 a quick nap.. zzZZZ
Friday, August 19, 2005
ahhahah.. as usual, my friday is fullly packed with lessons but praise the Lord tat i still able to find some time out to help out in the cg.. thank God tat my lesson ended eariler and able to meet up with lynn and sorfian to help carrying the whole lots of food to shannon jie's house..
ahhaha.. today we were going to celebrate chow tee and nethanel B'day.. i suppose both of them noe it long ago.. no fun de, i try so hard to keep it as a surprise but they were expecting 4 the celebration le.. next time cannot make it so obvious le..
had a great time fellowshipping and net as usual, never fails to make us laugh.. today even more super hyper sia, does alot silly action.. oh ya, hope the both of u like the presents.. although it wasn't choosen by mi.. ahhahha..
did i ever mention to u all tat i began to love my phone more and more le.. it contains lot of pics and songs tat i love.. initially i just bought it without much consideration but now i begin to realise its usefullness le.. it realli benefit mi alot.. hehee.. ;)
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
dear ppls, i would like to share with u all wat God had bless in my life.. 2 days ago i just give my tithe to God and praise the Lord, i receive my blessing from my mum & beloved sis.. indeed, seek first the kingdom of God and all things shall be added to you..
first of all, i have to correct my mistake, my new billabong bag is actualli my belated B'day from my sis.. however, it does cost a bomb to them.. i am not expecting something so expensive from them but by God's grace, all things r possibe..
not forgeting to mention tat my mum had brough mi a new t-shirt.. ahhaha.. simply love tat shirt design and the clothes material was veri comfortable.. hehe.. my sis was feeling abit jealous lah cosz i always bless with new clothes and other stuff.. however i noe veri well tat, it is God who provided all these things for mi.. thank you heavenly papa 4 all the blessing and grace tat u shower upon mi.. ^0^
Monday, August 15, 2005
True indeed, sunday is always a life-changing day 4 mi.. no matter wat sorrow, unhappiness, burden, grief, troubles, problems i may have.. God will lift them all up into His loving hand.. thank God 4 His mercy and love.. whenever i enter into worship and praise, i just simply find joy and happiness in Him.. ^0^
Today realli bless by wat pst Kong preach.. although it just a short sermon but indeed a powerful and anointed one..
Wat is WORSHIP?
#1. Worship is WAITING upon God
#2. Worship is UNDISTRACTED FOCUS on God
#3. Worship is EXTRAVANGENT ADORATION on God
#4. Worship is UNCONDITIONAL SACRIFICE to God
Worship is not just a religious routine tat u do for the sake of doing.. it is a hunger tat u want and ask for more of God's presence.. entering into His Presence to seek after His heart..
you are telling to God tat i willing to put u first above every things in my life.. wait patiently for His presence to fall upon u, entwining urself around God's presence.. finding joy and peace in His Most High.. for the Lord say, only true worshipper worship Him in Spirit and in Truth..
Every nite, i will seek after Him by worshipping and giving thank 4 all things tat He had done in my life.. be it the little stuff or the great blessing tat He has bless in my life.. i just simply love to dwell in His presence.. time will just simply passed when u truly seek after Him.. the most amazing things is tat sometime i will feel even more afresh after seeking Him..
i felt tat my mind was renew and my physical tiredness just simply faded away.. i will den either play my guitar and make a joyful noise to the Lord (cannot too loud if not will wake up my parents >.<) or enter into the word of God.. everytime when i read the word of God, i will find new revelation and thus building up my faith and trust in the Lord.. word of knowledge, encouragement just simply flow into my mind.. telling mi to hold on strong and firm in the Lord.. u will never felt dry when reading the word if u truthly seek after His presence first..
Just before i went into my quiet time on sunday nite, i received a call from arthur (pos mate aka sp student ic).. we had a great time talking to one another, realli learnt alot from him.. his word blessed mi and give mi the courage to realli take a step of boldness and faith toward my dream and vision..
actualli since the reopening of school, a group of sp students have been meeting up to pray 4 the great revival in our campus.. young as we may be, our hunger and burden 4 the lost souls realli keep each of us going.. despite of our busy schedule, we will still try our best to meet up to discuss and plan wat we can do for our campus.. we realli have the urge and hunger to see things happen in our campus..
despite we have over 70 plus sp city harvester, we hardly noe one another.. during our first prayer meeting, onli 10 plus ppls turn up and mostly was pos mates.. somehow i was abit discourage by the attendance but i believe tat they must have their reasons 4 not able to turn up de.. since we still do not noe each others very well yet, we decided to strengthen our current bonds with one another b4 reaching out to our market place..
bro arthur has realli taught mi alot along the way.. initially fear cripple mi when he told mi wat i have been given with.. i was at a total lost and realli afraid tat i not able to do a good jobs.. this is something tat i never imagine of, however God always move in a mighy way..
His word of encuragement realli build up my faith once again.. an overcomer is not someone who never fail but someone who never give up.. he also added tat, why do we need faith if we can do the things in the first place.. we need faith because we noe tat through our own strength, we will not make it.. however with God, we can do all things through Him who strengthen us..
fears and doubts will surely come along the way to destroy ur dreams and visions.. for the devil come to kill, steal and destroy.. however prefect love cast out all fears.. therfore, we should always think on the solutions when problems arise not magnifing the problems instead..
to be frank, now i am feeling nervous and excited at the same time.. this is the first time tat i am given such a big tasks.. to all ppls who read my blog, pls realli pray 4 mi.. i realli have alot to learnt but i will continue to trust in the Lord.. ;)
Ray
2@ years old (23th of May)
Singapore polytechnic
Child of God
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