Holding on

sometime i realli felt sad and discouraged bout the results that i get.. despite of the great effort tat i had sow in, i could hardly see the fruits tat i had hope or expecting of.. i realli asked myself, had i not been praying enough or in what ways did i do wrong.. how come the results just didn't turn out to be what i had been praying of.. i was greatly disappointed bout that..

for the past weeks, i had been calling up my friends, inviting them to come for the youth edition.. i realli try all the ways and means that i could possible think of or come up with.. however the results was not as fruitful as i have expected.. mani of them still rejected my invitation.. excuses just keep coming in and my burden just grow heavier.. it not the number tat i realli concern bout but just felt sad tat my friends still remains on the "other side".. when will they open up their hearts to receive Him into their's life..

there was times tat i realli wanted to give in.. rise up my white flag and surrender but God simply pull mi back.. i would like to share with u all wat God had spoken to mi during my quiet time.. tat nite, i simply wept b4 the Lord as i seek after Him.. my burden for my friends was so great tat my tears just keep flowing..

He remind mi that, my cry, He had saw it.. my prayer, He had heard it.. Don't worry, come to mi my child, i will give u rest.. friends who may rejects u or even drifted away from u.. however do cheer up for I am ur friend.. obedience is what i desire not sacrifice.. abide in my words and i shall abide in u.. say the Lord..

Thank heavenly papa for always staying by my side when i needed You most.. He never fails to turn up when i call upon Him.. i should not have emphasise on the problems and make it seem bigger.. rather should i focus on the solutions instead.. do learn from my mistakes.. don't keep ponder on problems but rather seek for ways to solve it.. let be faithful and continue to do our parts for our cg.. just as what pastor shared b4, if every members would do their parts, there is no need for any helper.. let not reply on those few ppls to fight 4 our cg, u can make a difference too.. let all of us be a strong fighter for shannon.. ^0^