A new chapater in my life

First of all would like to say a big thank to those who consistanly pop by readers.. ur enthu in getting to now more bout my life realli push mi on to write my thoughts down.. all i would say is tat, not tat i don't wan to blog, just tat there are too mani things happening in my life.. all are going so fast tat i really couldn't handle all of them at the same time.. therefore, i still finding back my true feeling in order to write down all the events..

i shall start my story by saying bout my dear pos mates ba.. with the end of emerge, it mark the new begining of sp ministry.. seriously somehow i miss sp and my fellow bro and sis whenever i remember tat i am no longer a sp student.. i had a sense of lost and loneliness, anyway no matter how i miss them.. there will always be a time tat all of us each had to move on to our own journey and path.. my time is up but they shall always be in my prayer especially my beloved M.R dept.. ^.^

next i shall talk bout my previous cg, w210.. on last sun, 25th of june.. my cgl offically announced tat our cg will be disband.. actually i was told long ago bout it tat we might face disband but when the news is cfm.. i still couldn't face the fact and was feeling very down and sad.. my heart is full of grief and hurt.. no matter how unwilling i don't want, there nothing more i can do.. on wed, 28th of june we had our last fellowship together as a cg and tat mark the end and also a new begining for all of us.. a fellowship tat stay deep in my heart.. how come we would never cherish what we have until we lost it.. by the time we want to get it back, all we could found is usually regret and disappointment..

i would never wan to go through such pains once again.. tmlo i will be meeting my new cg, N249.. a new begining, was full of expectancy and anxiety.. wonder wonder and more wonder....